last saturday afternoon mia was discovered to have an infection and suffered from apnea. when the doctor called me that night i was coming back to see her, i didn’t know what to do. paranoia got the best of me and i just cried in front of the nursery when i saw all the tubes coming out of her (they had to put her on oxygen). i just had to blame myself for what happened and i guess being a mom kind of merits that much blame.

but anyway she’s doing better this morning. they’ve removed her oxygen and after 2 sleepless nights i can actually rest. i’m also thankful that her eyes are uncovered already, since she doesn’t need phototherapy anymore. her doctor also said she’ll be back to her normal milk consumption in about 2 days. when this baby comes out, there’ll be no diet until she’s old enough to process the weighing scale and its implications. hehe.