#067
there are just some people, when you look at them, who make you want to be a better person. that somehow, at some point in your self-induced messed up life, there’s hope for people like you.
some of these people, though they may not be permanent fixtures in your life, are just His way of saying, “you deserve better.” temporarily, i’d like to think one of these people are real, and after the storm is a rainbow.
im an escapist by nature. it will not take me more than one minute to decide to board a plane to the north pole, had the opportunity presented itself. running away just seems to be the best option.
but i don’t know what’s holding me back. friends, family, lifestyle. maybe the latent desire to face the truth and finish it once and for all. maybe, i don’t know. or maybe it’s those few beings who are the representations of who i want to be.
June 25th, 2006 at 3:18 pm
somehow, we’re the same in being escapists. a few years back, i really resort to hiding myself from people when i can’t sort myself out. i still feel that sometimes. but i realized that there’s absolutely nothing wrong with wanting to get lost every now and then. and yes, we all deserve what’s best.
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June 28th, 2006 at 9:30 pm
bru, you DO deserve better.
and nothing gets done when you go away. it just gets postponed. better to wait it out, weather the storms, face the music, and all those other metaphors that I haven’t mixed yet.
i know it’s hard. pero, i’m here lang, dude-pare.
luv you, bru.
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July 2nd, 2006 at 3:46 pm
there’s a certain comfort in wanting to go away sometimes. well thats just who we are.
thanks bru, i know.
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July 4th, 2006 at 6:13 pm
from one escapist to another.
luv u at all times uhywees. =)
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