Nap Time Rocks!

#044

i just celebrated my 23rd year of living and breathing in this world;

celebrated 3 times over with friends and family;

(spent only P3,000 for all 3 celebrations, which i thought would cost me A LOT);

bought a pretty expensive pair of shoes (guilt-free because i know these’ll last me forever);

currently starting to get my life back after giving it away;

praying for my heart to be put back together again after it sat on the wall and fell (and all the king’s horses and all the king’s men couldn’t put it together again);

up won over la salle last thursday afternoon (yey!) and jen and i couldn’t have agreed more that there really was heart when the maroons played;

and i’m still bored. i wish something new would happen one of these days.

ana, this is why…

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I’ll always stay with you
But baby that’s not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that’s something I can’t do
Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I’d only hurt you
I know I’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can find some way to understand I’m only doing this for you
I don’t really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You’ll find someone who’ll be the one that I could never be
Who’ll give you something better
Than the love you’ll find with me
Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I’d only hurt you
I know I’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don’t wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I’ll never be the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, it’s never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye

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and it’s for me.